Still alive ^^;
Jul. 4th, 2008 | 02:44 pm
mood:
amused
I somehow made a lj-break...
I guess I sould continue writing and reading my f-pages.... .___.°
School's almost over, Chika will be on her way back to Japan tomorrow... .__.°
I am glad that I was able to get to know her >__//<°
And also, that I wasn't allowed to go to Japan this year oo°
Otherwise nice things wouldn't have happened ^^
I think I will be learining Japanese again O_O°
I won't forgive me if I my Japanese gets worse... .___.°°°°
I've started watching and reading Bleach...
It's somehow great xD° I also would like to watch the musicals but I'm not so far with the story - I won't understand them xD°
I have to watch the anime more @__@°
Nyu... it's raining and raining here in Hamburg...
since the night >__<°
I hope that the weather tomorrow will be a little bit better...
And my father will fly to Ukrain on Saturday.... for a week or two.....
everybody's leaving oO°
*sigh*
I am really looking forward to summer-vacation....
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A hickey~ (a little bit of "philosophizing")
Apr. 10th, 2008 | 09:54 pm
mood:
confused
But I never had one.
I think it's a little bit like a mark from the person who made it.
Things change.
A little stain on your neck might be a beautiful memory.
At the moment my head is full with memories....
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...What the heck T___T
Mar. 22nd, 2008 | 02:57 pm
mood:
confused
The guy we met last Thursday told me that he... well.... "loves" me....
Err.... I mean.... you can't say you fell in love with a person you hardly know >___<°
(ok... you CAN... but.... that's not wise...)
I do not feel anything for him..... and I guess I will not ^^;;
The guys are going crazy xD
GREAT.... >______________________<°
I felt wonderful when I woke up ^^:
And now I feel like... xD° "up is down".... *drop*
Doesn't matter...
I wanted to stay at home today but perhaps I'll drive to the central station to meet Tim and some other people...
(I really don't have anything to do.... *stupid*)
I wish you all happy eastern ^^;;
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A little shock xD°
Mar. 20th, 2008 | 08:06 pm
mood:
shocked
Püh~ I'm glad xD
He came online and I got scared because he suddenly appeared~ oo°°
(my heart still beats too fast xD° Maa~ .___.° I hope everything will be alright >_//<°)
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A bit nonsense
Mar. 18th, 2008 | 09:26 pm
mood:
hopeful
We nestled ^^;;;
The whole situation was a bit funny if I think back...
I was unsure if it was okay to snuggle against him but after he put his arm around my sholder I thought that it's alright xD°
So I ended up lying in his arms oO°
But now he's gone for a week and I am... yes~ a little bit sad ^^;;
And I'm thinking too much... that does no good oo°
Let's change the topic a little bit xD
I have a "Pirates of the Caribbean"- phase... o__o°
That's interesting xD I want to watch the movies badly >__<°
Acutally I DO watch them xDDD
But it feels like that's not enough oO°
(will watch all of them again in German xD Watched the first two movies three times and the third one twice~<3 that's nice ^^)
I'll have to learn math this week .____.
Do not want to... >_________<°
I have to do homework xD that's stupid... I have vacances now.... hmpf.....
I am not in the mood to learn Japanese... that is sad .___.°
But I am full of hope that everything will be okay~<3
I just have to arrange my ideas~ >___<°°°
Hope you'll have fun~<3
Byebye~
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Boys are stupid - throw stones at them
Mar. 10th, 2008 | 08:57 am
mood:
lethargic
This time with a guy~
And know I'm finding out that they are more complicated than we xD
It is difficult to handle with someone who says and does different things oO°
A friend of mine talked yesterday to him (he didn't know that she was a friend *drop*) and asked him if he's in love or something~
He said he isn't. And that I am (just) a good friend to him. (that was after she told him who she had his mail-adress from)
Well... fact is - we met on Saturday.
(we went to a small...mh... like a convention ^^;;) He cosplayed Jack Sparrow xD (btw - it looked nice)
I don't know how often this happend and perhaps it was only because of his cosplay but he touched me very often ^^;
On the shoulder or something like this... I know that doesn't have to mean anything xD
And he put his arm around my shoulder if I remember well oO°
(I am not sure if it was my waist or my shoulder ^^; because an other [male] friend of mine put his arm around my waist... I was between two guys oO° OMG XD)
And at MSN he proposed himself as my bee oO° (you know - the stuff with the flowrs and the bees ^^;;;)
(also at msn) I told him that my lip was torn open and he answered me with "*lick*".....
I mean... even IF I am a good friend to him.... I think that there are some things you just don't write to a good friend or ways of touching you just DO NOT DO.... *sigh*
When we were alone (on Saturday - because we got out at the same station. It was the first time for us being alone ^^;) we embraced for.... let me think... about two or three minutes perhaps... (we were waiting for our trains to come)....
When I wanted to loose the embrace he either didn't notice that or just kept holding me....
(I have a gay friend and we embrace often, too... but not for a few minutes ^^; and if I loose my arms he does so, too... *drop*)
What do you think? How big is the possibility that he lied to my friend?
*sigh*
I'll meet him in two weeks... >__<°
Let's hope the best.... ._________.
By the way - I can't eat at the moment XD I have a stomachache and I feel queasy...
(I can not look at food.... yay oo the best way for a diet, ne? ^^)
*yawn*
Thank you for reading XD (or perhaps not oo°)
Bye~ (if you just read the very last part I beg you to read the other part, too >___// perhaps you can help a little girl in love xD)
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Need a defenition xD
Mar. 4th, 2008 | 06:47 am
mood:
curious
And I need a small help of you xD
Could you please tell me how you understand, what a "Blacklist-hunter" is?
Because I am not sure if I understood it the right way ^^;
Acutally I needed a looooong time to be sure that I understood... =__=°°
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I am sorry ^^;
Mar. 2nd, 2008 | 01:42 pm
mood:
busy
If it makes your eyes go funny I am sorry xD
I wanted to have this picture in there but it all went a little bit wrong xD
But I like it xDDD
Poor Leorio oO°
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変体になる・・・
Feb. 27th, 2008 | 07:47 pm
mood:
gloomy
I went to the library on Monday and they didn't have any Bleach-Mangas...
I was disappointed..... So I lend out all "Genshiken" volumes they had....
2-6.... >___//<
It is...maaa.... interesting xD
But now I want to play a Boys-Love-Game .____.°°
(they're talking about Hentai-Games all the time.... But there's a gril, too, and she plays Yaoi xD It's strange but I'm curious...
*sigh*
We have tests to write... I am so sick and tired of that >___<°
And I don't have time to learn Japanese ._____.
That's sad...
But I've got a 1 in Biology ^^ (It's the best mark in Germany xD *proud*)
But we'll write Philosophy and Chemistry... <--- My worst subject I think... apart from Math and Physic xD
I dislike them all .___.
But that's not the main topic ^^;
Today I went with
We agreed. oo
I found out that I can't become really angry... that might be a little problem xD
But I made well when we had to pretend to be sad ^^;
Although I couldn't cry....
To be honest that all doesn't really matter at the moment >__<°
I am so busy with the damn school and I want to watch so many things at almost the same time.....
Like "Shounen Onmyouji" (I am so in love with Kaida Yuki currently... I adore her and would like to know more about her >///< She is great I think....), "Zettai Shounen", "Detective Conan" (almost 500 episodes.... *gulp*...), "Hanaukyo Maid Tai" and want to read AND watch Bleach....
I am too spoiled...
At the last weekend I cosplayed Hinamori Momo ^^
I liked the hakama and will sew one, I hope xD
Here you have two photos~<3 With my Hitsugaya-kun~<3
Ma~ Chika said that my Japanese is good... I don't think so >//__<°
I could do it much better... But damn it why don't I have TIME for that, hm? oO
My stomachache isn't disappearing... I think it is because of the stress...
great - it will remain.... *sigh*
I don't want to write anything about friendship now because that would be a VERY big entry....
Soon I have vacances and hope that I can relax a bit~<3
Perhaps I'll have a date with Fuji xDDDDDDDDD
That would be fun ^^
(we would go to an amusement park xDDDD I really like the friend that will cosplay him~<3 xD)
So~
See you~!
Hold on, folks! xD
Have fun!
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stolen from tsuminoaru
Feb. 26th, 2008 | 10:08 pm
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Need help perhaps... >___
Feb. 16th, 2008 | 12:35 am
mood:
anxious
I've found a magazine I have been searching for the last two years (sad but true ^^;;)
It's an old one so it was difficult....
So I've found but on yahoo-auctions >____<
Japanese of course... oo°
But... the seller won't ship internationally...
I dunno but perhaps someone could order it for me? ó____ò
Of course I would pay the whole price for the shipping and the magazine >______<°°°
I'll put the link in~
http://page9.auctions.yahoo.co.jp/jp/au
It would be nice if someone could help >___//<°°
Thank you~
Bye~ >_
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(no subject)
Feb. 14th, 2008 | 12:07 pm
mood:
indifferent
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And school has started again....
Feb. 12th, 2008 | 06:37 am
mood:
tired
music: なんちって - RADWIPMS
I was on a journey with our theatre-course~
It was really stressful T__T
And I am ill again... *sigh*
I want to stay at home and rest but I can't miss lessons.... >__<
I already did last week because of the damn journey...
I didn't want to go there.... had to.... >_>°
Let's change the topic ^^;
I am on a "Heroes"-trip now oO
I've watched a few episodes on Saturday and I am finished with the first season xD
I hate it when my favorite characters die or pedend to be dead >____<°
I am glad that Peter isn't dead oo°
But the thing that happend to him might be even worse.....
(I've just watched the first episode of the second season)
I want to see more >///
I think I wil buy the DVDs.... oo° Althugh it is really expensive I think....
I have to spend money ^^;
I've learned a few unpleasant japanese words... (I really love to read "Hunter X Hunter" on Japanese ^^;; Kurapika has really a few nice wises to say bad words xD What a nice guy *sigh*)
I still have to learn Kanji and the Grammar!
It is the most important part for me....
I have the feeling that I haven't learned anything for a long while T____T
Not good T___T
The guy I was writing about in my last entry had added me yesterday on MSN.
*swallow*
He tries to get too close in a short time it seems oO
That's not good xD
I don't like that at the moment.... But he doesn't know ^^;
Too close.... *sigh*
He offered me to come with him to Japan after he had studied xD
(I know that it wasn't a serious offer but anyway..... oo° Even if I would go with him he couldn't hold me for long xD)
*wave this thoughs away*
That is not a thing I should think about now.
Fact is that we can write now and that I have to show myself to a stranger >___<
(Yes, I have really problems with me at the moment ^^;;;)
I have to do many things for school .____.
We'll write a Biology-test next monday - I have to learn.
Yesterday my mother's best friend helped me with Chemistry (although she is living in Odessa - Ukrain ^^,)
But we are not really finished... So I'll have to it today.
I also wanted to start dancing again (just at home xD nothing special... but I have to keep myself fit.... *sigh*)
I feel like I'm breaking >____<
My body has to be tightened again...
(But perhaps I should be healthy at first.... oo°)
We will write an English exam, too >__<
In to weeks... I don't know if I can go to the next Chisaii.... I do not know if I feel well enough to do that....
I am really looking forward to the next vacation.... although school just started.... oo°
I have subjects where I do not learn ANYTHING.... (great teachers~ I love 'em...)
Like Maths.... My first two lessons today are Maths.... And Physics.... >__<
I sleep well but I don't learn anything... ._____.
I am afraid of the exams we will write in this subjects...... and of the Chemistry exams, too....
>________________<
I really have to cool down and to rest a bit....
*sigh*
Maaaa~ have to go to school .___.
Wanna sleep.... today is a long day again...
See ya~ hope you have a better day ^^b
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Oh my gosh....
Feb. 10th, 2008 | 04:58 pm
mood:
confused
You can register there and you have to write your school down, too~
So I did.
A boy wrote me oO (a few times xD I answered him of course ^^;;)
I don't know if he's.... flirting or not... but that feels strange oO
I think I just put a good picture in xDDD
(the same as here)
Well.... we will see how the story will carry on oo°
I hope I don't think too much xD
The guy isn't really my type ^^;; But he knows "Hunter X Hunter" xD
Maaa~ ne.
We'll see~<3
(I love Keanu Reeves >///___<°°°)
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I am not at home
Feb. 7th, 2008 | 10:42 am
mood:
depressed
I am really glad that we will be at home tomorrow....
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Geki Ranger Episode 48
Feb. 3rd, 2008 | 11:20 pm
mood:
sad
I cried. I am still crying a little bit.
Although I asked
I will watch this episode with subtitles a second time...
Perhaps it will be worse... >____<
(as far as I know me.... oo°)
Maa... Rio-sama no ai no tame ni.... *sigh*
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Yokatta....
Jan. 28th, 2008 | 07:22 pm
mood:
ecstatic
music: Egao no Wake - Hikita Kaori (Shounen Onmyouji OP)
I've finished my page for the Araki-Love-Project >///
Just have to send it tomorrow ^^
I hope he can read it.... xD
...although it looks like a child made it all.... >_///<
Acutally I am just that.... I child .____.°°° (but I will become 17 soon.... here in Germany there are just a few hours left.... ^^;;;; my beloved age.... I have already reched it.....)
(I have some problems, I know xD)
Mh~ I wish Kaji Masaki a great birthday and all the nice things you wish someone when he or she has birthday ^^
Today I have started watching "Shounen Onmyouji".... at first I just did because of Kaida Yuki who is speaking the main charackter.... But now I really like this Anime ^^
And Chika knows it, too XD But just the first episode xD (like me ^^;;;)
I am glad to see her again ^^ (I have to go to school again xDDD)
If she has time on Thursday we'll meet up ^^
(I want to speak Japanese... I miss it so much .____. although my Japanese didn't became better xD)
Maa neee~ There are still things I have to do.... (...err... it feels like a Kurapika-quotation..... o___///O°)
Don't mind....
Hold on!!! Ganbatte - minna!!!!
Baibaiii~<3
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Killua he~ (xD no xD not "for Killua" xD but... it is almost the same oo°)
Jan. 19th, 2008 | 04:35 pm
mood:
energetic
But I am ok ^^ I stood about 20 minutes at the station but just because she understood that they have to be there at quater past twelve xD Two guys talked to me oO the one was with his friends and he just greeted me xD (he said "good evening" oO but I hadn't voice when I answered so I just moved my lips oO it was strange xDDD)
And an other guy asked me if I don't have any cigarrets... (what...ever... >__<°)
(och verdammt mein englisch stirbt XD wir haben heut das Popcorn gegessen ^^;;; und fahren gleich einkaufen weil es sonst nicht viel gibt oO° nyau~ und schreiben ein rpg... mit... meinem lieblingspairing xDDDDD haben den yaoi angefangen... der is langweilig sag ich dir XD *plüsch* vill schaffen wir es, uns vor der schule noch einmal zu verabreden XD hab dich lieb!!!!)
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@my personal Kurapika xD
Jan. 17th, 2008 | 11:01 pm
mood:
happy
I am just too.... stupid to show oo°
(Kyouka kyouka koooouuka xDD but that is a bad excuse .___.)
I am looking forward to tomorrow ^^
(we could talk a life tife about hunter x hunter, couldn't we? xDDD)
*hug*
*kiss*
Love yuuu ^^ (you know how I mean this xD)
PS: Look at his blingbling!!! xD
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I think I hate mondays.... or better not?
Jan. 14th, 2008 | 10:10 pm
mood:
distressed
That is awful... I like my hands too much to be allergic to stuff like THAT >________<°°°°
*sigh* >__<°
Bad
I have a strange personallity... I like it when nice-looking foreign people talk to me.... (please do not ask me WHY .... xD)
Today I was driving from the city at the underground. I sat down opposite to an Asian. (It wasn't really a coincidense... and it was the place I always aim for when I search where to sit down xDDDD )
I didn't know what to do - read a german book about Japan, draw or read Japanese learning book... I desided the last ^^
I stopped thinking about who sat beside me etc.~
But then I noticed, that the Asian had to get off o__O°
He stand up and then wished me "Good Luck!"
I was gobsmacked (in German it is "baff") xDDDDDDDD
Well.... really oO°°
And surprised XD
At first I didn't understand what he said because I was listening to music.
So I had to ask and he repeated xD
Then he got off.... .________.
(I dunno but my heart beated too fast.... oO Like it did on Friday evening... but the last time it was without any reason ^^;;;)
So oo my day was a bit rescued ^^
(I still have to lotion my poor hands .________.°)
