Tenki

Woah long time no see!
I guess I'm back... >__>"
Perhaps I'll write a few more entries now than in the last... let's say... two years xD"

Although I don't think that anyone is going to read this... well.... °________°-

Maaa~
I somehow made a lj-break...
I guess I sould continue writing and reading my f-pages.... .___.°

School's almost over, Chika will be on her way back to Japan tomorrow... .__.°
I am glad that  I was able to get to know her >__//<°
And also, that I wasn't allowed to go to Japan this year oo°
Otherwise nice things wouldn't have happened ^^

I think I will be learining Japanese again O_O°
I won't forgive me if I my Japanese gets worse... .___.°°°°

I've started watching and reading Bleach...
It's somehow great xD° I also would like to watch the musicals but I'm not so far with the story - I won't understand them xD°
I have to watch the anime more @__@°

Nyu... it's raining and raining here in Hamburg...
since the night >__<°
I hope that the weather tomorrow will be a little bit better...

And my father will fly to Ukrain on Saturday.... for a week or two.....
everybody's leaving oO°
*sigh*

I am really looking forward to summer-vacation....

I like them.
But I  never had one.
I think it's a little bit like a mark from the person who made it.

Things change.
A little stain on your neck might be a beautiful memory.

At the moment my head is full with memories....

...
The guy we met last Thursday told me that he... well.... "loves" me....
Err.... I mean.... you can't say you fell in love with a person you hardly know >___<°
(ok... you CAN... but.... that's not wise...)
I do not feel anything for him..... and I guess I will not ^^;;

The guys are going crazy xD
GREAT.... >______________________<°

I felt wonderful when I woke up ^^:
And now I feel like... xD° "up is down".... *drop*
Doesn't matter...

I wanted to stay at home today but perhaps I'll drive to the central station to meet Tim and some other people...
(I really don't have anything to do.... *stupid*)

I wish you all happy eastern ^^;;

I thought he'll come back on friday... but he already arrived....
Püh~ I'm glad xD
He came online and I got scared because he suddenly appeared~ oo°°

(my heart still beats too fast xD° Maa~ .___.° I hope everything will be alright >_//<°)

For all of you who are a little bit interested in my so-called "love-story" - I went to visitg him before he went to Holland (because he asekd me to oO°) and we watched "Pirates of the Caribbean - A dead man's chest".
We nestled ^^;;;
The whole situation was a bit funny if I think back...
I was unsure if it was okay to snuggle against him but after he put his arm around my sholder I thought that it's alright xD°
So I ended up lying in his arms oO°
But now he's gone for a week and I am... yes~ a little bit sad ^^;;
And I'm thinking too much... that does no good oo°

Let's change the topic a little bit xD
I have a "Pirates of the Caribbean"- phase... o__o°
That's interesting xD I want to watch the movies badly >__<°
Acutally I DO watch them xDDD
But it feels like that's not enough oO°
(will watch all of them again in German xD Watched the first two movies three times and the third one twice~<3 that's nice ^^)

I'll have to learn math this week .____.
Do not want to... >_________<°
I have to do homework xD that's stupid... I have vacances now.... hmpf.....

I am not in the mood to learn Japanese... that is sad .___.°

But I am full of hope that everything will be okay~<3
I just have to arrange my ideas~ >___<°°°

Hope you'll have fun~<3
Byebye~

So... almost after a year I fall in love again...
This time with a guy~
And know I'm finding out that they are more complicated than we xD
It is difficult to handle with someone who says and does different things oO°
A friend of mine talked yesterday to him (he didn't know that she was a friend *drop*) and asked him if he's in love or something~
He said he isn't. And that  I am (just) a good friend to him. (that was after she told him who she had his mail-adress from)

Well... fact is - we met on Saturday.
(we went to a small...mh... like a convention ^^;;) He cosplayed Jack Sparrow xD (btw - it looked nice)
I don't know how often this happend and perhaps it was only because of his cosplay but he touched me very often ^^;
On the shoulder or something like this... I know that doesn't have to mean anything xD
And he put his arm around my shoulder if I remember well oO°
(I am not sure if it was my waist or my shoulder ^^; because an other [male] friend of mine put his arm around my waist... I was between two guys oO° OMG XD)

And at MSN he proposed himself as my bee oO° (you know - the stuff with the flowrs and the bees ^^;;;)
(also at msn) I told him that my lip was torn open and he answered me with "*lick*".....
I mean... even IF I am a good friend to him.... I think that there are some things you just don't write to a good friend or ways of touching you just DO NOT DO.... *sigh*
When we were alone (on Saturday - because we got out at the same station. It was the first time for us being alone ^^;) we embraced for.... let me think... about two or three minutes perhaps... (we were waiting for our trains to come)....
When I wanted to loose the embrace he either didn't notice that or just kept holding me....
(I have a gay friend and we embrace often, too... but not for a few minutes ^^; and if I loose my arms he does so, too... *drop*)

What do you think? How big is the possibility that he lied to my friend?

*sigh*
I'll meet him in two weeks... >__<°
Let's hope the best.... ._________.


By the way - I can't eat at the moment XD I have a stomachache and I feel queasy...
(I can not look at food.... yay oo the best way for a diet, ne? ^^)
*yawn*

Thank you for reading XD (or perhaps not oo°)
Bye~  (if you just read the very last part I beg you to read the other part, too >___// perhaps you can help a little girl in love xD)

I know that I have a few "Hunter X Hunter"-fans on my flist.... (you can't hide xD)
And I need a small help of you xD
Could you please tell me how you understand, what a "Blacklist-hunter" is?
Because I am not sure if I understood it the right way ^^;

Acutally I needed a looooong time to be sure that I understood... =__=°°

I've changed my journal a bit...
If it makes your eyes go funny I am sorry xD
I wanted to have this picture in there but it all went a little bit wrong xD
But I like it xDDD
Poor Leorio oO°

Nya~
I went to the library on Monday and they didn't have any Bleach-Mangas...
I was disappointed..... So I lend out all "Genshiken" volumes they had....
2-6.... >___//<
It is...maaa.... interesting xD
But now I want to play a Boys-Love-Game .____.°°
(they're talking about Hentai-Games all the time.... But there's a gril, too, and she plays Yaoi xD It's strange but I'm curious...

*sigh*
We have tests to write... I am so sick and tired of that >___<°
And I don't have time to learn Japanese ._____.
That's sad...
But I've got a 1 in Biology ^^ (It's the best mark in Germany xD *proud*)
But we'll write Philosophy and Chemistry... <--- My worst subject I think... apart from Math and Physic xD
I dislike them all .___.

But that's not the main topic ^^;

Today I went with lightstrawberry to the city and we were asked if we want to participate in a Tv-Casting~
We agreed. oo
I found out that I can't become really angry... that might be a little problem xD
But I made well when we had to pretend to be sad ^^;
Although I couldn't cry....
To be honest that all doesn't really matter at the moment >__<°

I am so busy with the damn school and I want to watch so many things at almost the same time.....
Like "Shounen Onmyouji" (I am so in love with Kaida Yuki currently... I adore her and would like to know more about her >///< She is great I think....), "Zettai Shounen", "Detective Conan" (almost 500 episodes.... *gulp*...), "Hanaukyo Maid Tai" and want to read AND watch Bleach....
I am too spoiled...

At the last weekend I cosplayed Hinamori Momo ^^
I liked the hakama and will sew one, I hope xD
Here you have two photos~<3 With my Hitsugaya-kun~<3



Ma~ Chika said that my Japanese is good... I don't think so >//__<°
I could do it much better... But damn it why don't I have TIME for that, hm? oO
My stomachache isn't disappearing... I think it is because of the stress...
great - it will remain.... *sigh*

I don't want to write anything about friendship now because that would be a VERY big entry....

Soon I have vacances and hope that I can relax a bit~<3
Perhaps I'll have a date with Fuji xDDDDDDDDD
That would be fun ^^
(we would go to an amusement park xDDDD I really like the friend that will cosplay him~<3 xD)

So~
See you~!
Hold on, folks! xD
Have fun!